Well, I thought I was a good person not too long ago. There were several years when I actually felt like I fit. But, I don't. I'm a square peg and life is a round hole. I don't even fit in church. I did for a short time. But, I have no big degree. I haven't had any dance lessons or voice training. So, I pretty much don't qualify for anything. I'm just a paper pusher suffering from middle age crisis. This is my negativity blog. It's where I plan to release my negative energy in hopes to find relief. I don't expect any readers. I'm not soliciting advice. I just want to journal. If others want to read, and want to pray for me...by all means, you are welcome.